Apology Note

I’m sorry

To you I am sorry for the pain I have caused
Those teenage years that brought out my rebellious stage
For moving away when you only wanted me close
The long talks on the phone full of tears and regrets
When I’m not there and you need me the most
Spending the money you need for yourself
You raised me
You nurtured me
You cared the most
But all I have now is this apology note.

I’m sorry

To you I am sorry for the time that I wasted
Lunch dates and late night girl talks
Fights that could have been averted
Through boyfriends come and gone
Makeup, clothes, dancing around
Doing each other’s hair
Telling secrets behind the bleachers
Sharing all my fears
I leave you this apology with tears.

I’m sorry

To you I am sorry for the mistakes I made
Testing the boundaries
Crossing some lines
Taking advantage of your genuine heart
Keeping you all to myself
Smothering you until you cannot breath
Keeping you up with my problems and drama
Hoping you can solve everything
You helped me as much as you could
I only ask you for more
But you have nothing more to give
Accept my apology, help me to live.

I’m sorry

To you I am sorry for the suffering and tears
The stress that keeps you up all night
The pain that fills your heart
Keeping you from the happiness around you
Locking everything up
Never opening up and letting it go
Hiding behind the façade that you force
Wanting everyone to see that you’re perfect
They can’t see who you really are
Fearing what you want the most
Falling further behind
Can’t find what you want
To you, I apologize the most

I’m sorry

For the things I can’t take back
The future problems to arise
Forgotten days
Truths turned to lies
Fights and tears
Through it all, life moves on
People come and go
But the journey continues
I share with you my apology
All I have left to say is..

I’m sorry